i've often wondered what the meaning of a heart as cold and as heavy as ice meant. now i know. it's that feeling of dread and your heart feels like its deep in your gut. and it feels like super heavy and its as if its gonna drop any minute as soon as you let it go. if things dont change soon and i dont find out about some things soon i think i might die. i've never felt like this. i've never thought of myself being this way.. I DONT KNOW WHO THIS BLOODY PERSON IS! then i also dont want to know who that other person is.
DUDE. the person who i'm asking to sod off is abhilash latiff.(not that he'll ever read this tho) that ewuch persson or thing. total digust.
anyways, today was mostly group work lah. aunty jane disappeared. where did she go to? i mean it doesnt matter that she was a grumpy old lady. she shouldnt have to transfer to anywhere. just because she's not exactly the brightest person around is not a really good reason right? shiyi says i'm complaining alot these days. i think she might be right. but then again. i'm totally proving the fact that i'm human and i dislike loads of things =))
happy sad elated depressed escastic glumpy confused cloud9 wicked gloomy. tell me why life always gives you stuff that you never want to deal with to deal with? i'm dry swallowing a pink pill. i feel fear in a handful of dust. quote from stephen king's dark tower.
