Saturday, February 25, 2006
when everything feels so out of place
when everyone seems to get in your face
think of it as a challenge to overcome
when what was so dear to you
seems unclear
remember that i'll be right here
even when i want to break down
i see your face in my head
and i know what i want to do
i can hear you telling me not to let things get me down
but i never apperciated you
i never thanked you enough
i never really saw the person that was there for me
all i saw was the flaws that weren't there
all the pain that i couldn't share
but now that i looked back at it
it's all so insignificant
i was too caught up in myself
i was selfish
i didn't think much of you
i realised how much i say the word i
but i never really thought of how YOU felt
now your gone
and i suddenly feel empty
when you bottle everything up inside
it's gonna burst out soon
what they say is rightyou never know what you had until it's gone
and i'm sorry.
this is for that someone who has been there for me since sec2 and i have really been an ass to that person and i want to say sorry.
i've been thinking alot lately. i really havent been a very good person in the past year, year 2005. i never took the time to appreciate what i had. i just focused on everything i didnt have. i really think that i'm becoming a over complacent brat. i havent been performing as well as i would like in class lately. but i want to do well. so i'm not gonna let my scores bring me down. i'm gonna be the best i can be.
MUCH LOVE and have a nice day.
p.s i think i'm in major denial.
by
nicole, the one and only
the cow flew away
